And it’s not even like these are little things that I can brush away. This is half of me. Half of me is made up of cultures that I feel I have no right to claim. Half of me is unclaimable.

Ugh.

I don’t know.

I guess what I’m getting at is, is it appropriation to try and reconnect with the cultures that are a huge part of you, but have been withheld from you for various reasons?

I’m being so serious right now. I feel like I should know the answer already though. I can’t believe that I don’t. :/

…How much do I sound like an annoying anon right now? lol ._.